I am alone, I don't want to do. I find a boy friend . He is very busy . he doesn't at home everyday.
I hope he can come here, and we are talking together.A friend of my dormtory will be married. My heart is very sad , I don't know why .maybe my age are so big . I think marry is very terrible.I don't want married. but I fell lonely again. my head is so blank . Today I feel ill. so I gave him a message. but his telephnoe is shut. I call him many times .It's no answer. I feel so terrible .
Maybe I mustn't think that. I can look at some books . that can clear up lonely. I want recite English text. I find my words is so poor. Saying a sentense is so difficulty. I must enlarge my words, I must do something that is significance.
